some whining included
Jul. 22nd, 2022 09:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ichthyocentaursSince I'm not like, a writer by nature, I'm actually in the mood to write and have like 3 things going and they are all very bland and I'm like man... waiting for the moment I am not feeling it to happen, because it will. and then it'll be 2 years before I can write again haha.
I'm doing my best not to care and just push myself to finish them for me but... when even I read it and go man, this kinda sucks it's hard to be like yeah but it's for me! Cause I want it to at least be ok lmao. They might be saveable via a hefty dose of editing.
at least on the other hand I feel decent about drawing right now. I don't want to be complaint department over here. right now I just have TOO MANY things to draw cause I am enjoying too much games and stuff. Not a bad thing but I have been getting some choice paralysis. I used to use like random number generators but honestly it's better for me to to just do what I feel most passionate about... probably the same as most people. Oh well.
(also I wish I didn't feel like playing FF10 so badly right now lmao I can't fit it in my brain)
I'm doing my best not to care and just push myself to finish them for me but... when even I read it and go man, this kinda sucks it's hard to be like yeah but it's for me! Cause I want it to at least be ok lmao. They might be saveable via a hefty dose of editing.
at least on the other hand I feel decent about drawing right now. I don't want to be complaint department over here. right now I just have TOO MANY things to draw cause I am enjoying too much games and stuff. Not a bad thing but I have been getting some choice paralysis. I used to use like random number generators but honestly it's better for me to to just do what I feel most passionate about... probably the same as most people. Oh well.
(also I wish I didn't feel like playing FF10 so badly right now lmao I can't fit it in my brain)